This place scares me..
It scares my soul straight out of my body..
This place I've never wanted to be..
I've become fed up with screaming because nobody is going to help me..
What do you do when every day of your life feels like a waste of fucking time..
What do you do when every one sees only your mask..
When no one sees the soul that you lack..
You laugh and laugh but inside all you do is cry..
Every day your happy to be alive, and every night you hope that you die..
Whats the fucking point of living if you have nothing to live for..
Whats the point of trying to continue to open doors..
Knowing that even if you open that door there is nothing on the other side..
But pain and hate..
I'm so fucking sick of people telling me I chose my fate..
I didn't choose to be a nobody..
I didn't choose to have no one care..
I didn't choose any of this shit..
Because this shit has always been there..
This place I don't wanna be..
This place that when you look at me..
All you fucking see is me..
This place that I don't want to be..
This place is me..